2010-08-02

no title to speak of

Currently Listening: Long Way Home, ATB // Open Up Your Eyes, Daughtry

Welcome August.

It happened exactly two years now. So many things have happened in these two years since that day, such amazing things, such powerful things; but why can I not move on from it? Isn't time supposed to be the ultimate healer? Why does it come back every so often when I'm most unsuspecting, consuming me so completely? Why does this continue to steal my happiness, sanity... and steal my heart from the people I love?

"...He sent me a message telling me how well I did today, how hard I must've worked, how glad he was that I took to heart everything that I had been told. And the next day I quit."

That was then, it doesn't matter now. I wish I could follow your advice. But the experience, it carries on into the person I am today. The way I experience things, my outlook on life. There's no turning back. And deep inside - I know it's a change that would have been better off not happening.


On another note, thank you for Saturday. It was a nice day and a great way to conclude July. C:

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